It’s not my fault that I’m paranoid about everything. I’ve had a lot of experience with people breaking my trust, and that’s led me to be this way.
so happy with tonight.
fuck it. if you’re going to continue treating me like nothing, not putting any effort into this and pushing me, I’m just going to stay right here where you left me. I don’t deal with lies. That’s bullshit. Just be honest, like what the fuck.
I think what people fail to realize when being dicks to me about Brandon is this; I never left Brandon. He left me twice. He dated a girl and nearly dated another. I didn’t date anyone, I haven’t kissed/touched/been with anyone besides him since November 5th, 2010. I was always there for him, waiting around for him to come back like a pathetic loser (yeah, you can insult me with that) and I never got over him for a second. You really don’t know shit, but you always seem to want to make me feel like shit.
I don’t get it.
Brandon came by after work and met Obi. Honestly the cutest thing ever, and he loves him whether he’ll admit it or not. :) I’m so beyond happy. Asbdhgfsdgsdhja.
I hate feeling like a bother.
dear god, someone punch me in the face so I’ll stop thinking about this shit.
Pet name. You just called me a pet name. Someone get the heart restarter thingys i’m going to have a heart attack.
